Monday, January 14, 2008
Went for my interview today ...
Despite me having bad remarks in my report book and
being a "bad student" during my secondary school days
and not choosing their course in any of my choices,
they still picked me in the end ... =]
Was like kinda happy cause i didnt even think that they will choose me ...
So i like went to class ...
Everyone was like staring at me la ... >=(
The teacher somemore madde me scream out my name loh ...
So pai seh ...
But i managed to made friends with some decent people ... ^^
While i was talking to my new friends ...
Got one chinese girl from another table come ask i how old and i replied ...
Soon another malay boy come ask me how old am i ... -_-"
Soon we had to go for anoter class ...
But just as i left my classroom with my friends ...
Guess who i saw ????
MY EX LOOOORRR !!!
And the funny thing is that though he's walking the same pathway as me,
he didnt see me ...
Here's why ...
Me&friends : walks out from classroom to pathway
Ex : walks on pathway
me : too shocked to even move when i saw him
friends : walking infront of me
Ex : turned to see whose coming his way but continued walking and went up the stairs
He's just RIGHT infront of me only LAH !!!
Its my friends who cover me while he turned to look ...
You tell me got anything more "qiao" than this incident or not ???
I'm NOT afraid of him, ok ???
Its just that i feel guilty towards him ...
What i did in the past towards him was all because of my own selfishness ...
I'm guilty for what i've done to him in the past ...
But i had to made a choice ...
I made my very own selfish choice and just simply left him alone to bleed to death ...
After all these years i managed to bump into him again ...
Whats more we're in the same school again ...
I dont blame him if he hates me ...
I'll let him slap me all he like if he wants to ...
I dont care if people call me bitch or whatsoever ...
Cause they dont know shit ...
Why should i be angry with those ignorant people ???
They werent in my kinda situation ...
Where my choice can change every one's life ...
Say me only when you've experienced what shit i've gone through ...
