Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Yoz ~
I'm like so bored today ...
Besides watching "Devil Beside You" i'm like rotting to the core already ...
Can't go out because of my BLOODY EYE !!! Grrr ...
" You have to stay at home till it's ccoooommmppllleetteellyy recovered ", says mummy ...
So now, dada's hp line got cut off ...
Every weekdays he has to go school for his projects despite his TERM BREAK !
And then finally weekends for him to sleep at home due to exhaustion from his weekdays " chiong-ing project "... (=
His friends are like overseas relaxing and enjoying themselves lah !
But HE !!! Is in school slogging out for his freaking projects ...
It's like kinda unfair to me, can ??? >=(
I miss dada lor ...
What's worst is that when i complain to dada, he still can joke with me saying ...
" Next time when we get married, i have to work long hours ... Wouldn't it be worst ??? "
WA LAUUUU !!!
It's like not funny at all !!!
Sigh ...
My friends are like either working or schooling also ...
Haiz ... I miss them so much lor ...
Hai me get so emo nowadays ...
Found myself drawing this ... It kinda express what i feel inside though it doesn't
prove much ...
Yah i know it's kinda ugly ... Almost everything is out of proportion ... -_-"
I know what you do is for me ...
But i need some love sometimes ...
I admit that i'm not strong and independent cause i've rely on you too much ...
I'm just not used to not being able to see you often ...
I really felt so lonely ...
Every night i stay awake so that i can at least talk to you when you reach home ...
Initially you were the one who wanted to meet you everyday ...
Now you abandon me for your school work ...
I know it can't be helped, so i try to complain less ...
Despite loving you, there's nothing much i can do to help you lighten your burden ...
I feel so stupid and useless ...
It's as if i'm not needed ...
I won't ask for much, i'll try to bear with it ...
I'll be missing you ~
