Friday, December 28, 2007
Super duper tired sia ~
Nowadays keep sleeping in the morning, wake up also in the morning ...
Yesterday i woke up at 8AM to go to SiMei ITE for my course's interview ...
Then today i wake up at 7AM LOR !!!
Have to go for another interview, 3D Animation, which starts at 9AM ... zzz
The test lasted for 1.5 hours ~
But by the time my interview finished it was already 12.30 LAH !!!
Siao one leh !!!
9AM - 12.30PM LEH !!!
4.5 long hours lor ... >=(
Chou interview ~
Aiya ... Hack lah ...
Anyway it's over le and there's no more interviews le ... ^^
Everyone must pray for me, k ??? =B
I wanna get into the 3D Animation course ...
Hopefully they will choose me ~ ^^
Oh ya ~
MY EYES ARE MUCH MUCH BETTER NOW !!! ^^
Here are the pictures i took yesterday ~ xD
I'm super tired lor ... So pardon my eyebags ... =D
Got dian dao you all or not ??? xD
LoLx !!!
Okok i'm getting shameless again ~ -_-"
I wanna go watch "Witch Yoo Hee" le ~
The guy and the girl is SO DARN CUUTTTEE !!! xD
BYE !!!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
I never thought that letting go of someone whom you love deeply would be so hard ...
All you have to do is just forget about that person ...
Very difficult meh ???
Or am i just useless ???
Think most probably it's because i'm useless ba ~
Cry like a useless freak every night for what ???
Why cling onto something which isn't there at all ???
Been neglected for way too long ...
Too long that now i'm just a useless dusty toy ~
A toy which everyone just played with ~
Have interview tomorrow ...
Gotta sleep now ...
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Yoz ~
I'm like so bored today ...
Besides watching "Devil Beside You" i'm like rotting to the core already ...
Can't go out because of my BLOODY EYE !!! Grrr ...
" You have to stay at home till it's ccoooommmppllleetteellyy recovered ", says mummy ...
So now, dada's hp line got cut off ...
Every weekdays he has to go school for his projects despite his TERM BREAK !
And then finally weekends for him to sleep at home due to exhaustion from his weekdays " chiong-ing project "... (=
His friends are like overseas relaxing and enjoying themselves lah !
But HE !!! Is in school slogging out for his freaking projects ...
It's like kinda unfair to me, can ??? >=(
I miss dada lor ...
What's worst is that when i complain to dada, he still can joke with me saying ...
" Next time when we get married, i have to work long hours ... Wouldn't it be worst ??? "
WA LAUUUU !!!
It's like not funny at all !!!
Sigh ...
My friends are like either working or schooling also ...
Haiz ... I miss them so much lor ...
Hai me get so emo nowadays ...
Found myself drawing this ... It kinda express what i feel inside though it doesn't
prove much ...
Yah i know it's kinda ugly ... Almost everything is out of proportion ... -_-"
I know what you do is for me ...
But i need some love sometimes ...
I admit that i'm not strong and independent cause i've rely on you too much ...
I'm just not used to not being able to see you often ...
I really felt so lonely ...
Every night i stay awake so that i can at least talk to you when you reach home ...
Initially you were the one who wanted to meet you everyday ...
Now you abandon me for your school work ...
I know it can't be helped, so i try to complain less ...
Despite loving you, there's nothing much i can do to help you lighten your burden ...
I feel so stupid and useless ...
It's as if i'm not needed ...
I won't ask for much, i'll try to bear with it ...
I'll be missing you ~
Friday, December 14, 2007
So yah ...
The doctor told me that my condition is much better le ... ^^
So happy nors ~
But it'll take about a week for the redness to go away lor ! >=(
So irritating ...
Hopefully my right eye will recover by christmas ...
That way i can show everyone my PRETTY, PRETTY EYE !!! xD
LoLx ... K i'm shameless and crazy ...
But i really cannot wait till christmas lor !!!
I bought mascara and fake eye lashes le ...
I actually intented to practise my eye makeup everyday de lor ...
To perfect my skills or maybe even learn something new ...
Now my eye like this si bei sian lah !!!
And it has been a long time since i put makeup ...
I think more than a month le neh ...
Oh my gosh !
I wont scare everyone off with my suckie skills right ??? )'=
Aiya ... Hack la ...
I know you guys love me too much to run away from me de ...
Right, maannddaaaiii ??? *blink blink* xD
Chou bella, baboon, tutu, emma jie and dada also right ~~~ ^^
MUAHAHAHAHA !!!
Okok ... I know i'm getting crazy again ...
Topid dada is like too busy with school to pei me ...
Call you also difficult ...
You good lor you ...
Liddat treat me ... T.T
Never mind lor ... I know your studies first lah ...
You study also because of me de, right ???
Next time you go work le i'm gonna make you PAY !!! :B
Haiz ...
I will try to be understanding de la ...
Now i just have to tahan more lor ...
But can at least find some time to pei me ???
I so lonely nors ~ *sniff*
Love you many, many and deep, deep lor ...
Thanks for being there for me ... (=
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Just got home ~
Went to NUH for my eye check up again ...
I'm like super dumb lah ...
Take bus also can overshot ...
Then i had to cross the bridge and take the bus back again ... -_-"
Power ...
When i finally reach the hospital ...
It was like kinda crowded ...
After that, nurse was like screaming my name lah ...
Nurse : "PATRINA GOH ?!?!"
Me : *walks quickly towards her*
Nurse : PPAATTRRIIIIINNNAAAAAA GGOOOHHHH !!!!!!
Me : *right in front of her* -_-"
She very power de leh ...
I have no idea how she didn't see me lor ...
Though it was quite crowded ...
But the people was like either sitted or standing at one corner de lor ...
And i was like the only person who was walking towards her ...
Some more i was like walking towards her from the front lor ...
Also not coming from the corridor or by the side where she cannot see me ... zZz
Then i went in a big room with the nurse ...
Got some patients and doctors inside lah ...
I sat down then i put my chin on the machine thingy ...
(In those spectacle shops also have the put the chin on the machine thingy de ...
Aiya ...I dunno what the machine thingy is called lah ...)
There was this little girl who was supposedly after me ...
But she came into the room with her mummy to assure herself that it doesn't hurt ...
She's very cute lor ...
She kept staring at the machine thingy while the doctor checked my eye ...
Then she will like stare at me whether it hurts or not ...
The doctor was like asking alot of questions after he saw my eye ...
He also gave me a worried look lor !
Then got this guy, i think he's a trainee or something ...
He keep asking the doctor why my eye so red and sore ...
He keep asking alot of questions lor ...
And his questions are like kinda scaring me cause he seems keep asking why my eye is sooo jialat ...
After checking, the doctor wanted to be sure what's wrong with my eye ...
So he ask 1 eye specialist come look at my eye ...
The eye specialist took quite some time to check my eye lor ...
Then finally ...
She told me the ulcer in my eye become bigger ...
I was super scared nors ... T.T
Soon the eye specialist and the doctor went else where to disccuss something ...
Then another eye specialist came to look at my eye ...
Then she told the previous eye specialist, the doctor and me that my ucler is still the same size ...
It's just that something else is growing ...
I seriously don't see the difference lor ...
Ulcer grow bigger or ulcer same size but something else is growing ...
After that, the doctor prescribe to me 1 new eye lotion and i have to stop using 1 of my eye drops ...
But i have to come back tomorrow afternoon to see if my condition got improve anot ...
Oh ya ... Btw ...
You guys wanna see my eye ???
Have to prepare yourselves ah !
Behold ! The eye !
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The ulcer cannot be seen cause my eyelid is like covering it ...
My eye is like si bei jialat lah !
It's puffy, red, watery ... And most important ... PAAIIINNNN LIKE CRAZY !!! >=(
Wah lau ...
Don't even think that my eye will be this disgusting lo ...
*faints*
Aiya ...
Never mind lah !
Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow ... *prays*
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Maybe its better this way ~
