Friday, October 19, 2007
Went to dada's school today ... ^^
Dada so sweet nor ... Buy food for me ...
The spring chicken was nice lor ...
But its kinda cold le cause the stupid bus sooooo long then come ... >=(
Anyway the spring chicken was still nice la ...
Dada buy for me de of course nice lor ... xD
Heez ...
Dada so naughty lor ...
In lab still play online game ... xD
He was like playing dota racing with his friends whereas i watch "It Started With A Kiss" ... =D
It's a taiwan tv show ...
The show is like darn nice, can ??? The songs are also nice ...
ITS A MUST WATCH I TELL YOU !!!
Its one of the nicest tv series since "Goong" ???
For those who like "Goong", i guarantee you will looooovvvee "It Started With A Kiss" ... ^^
You can watch it in youtube ...
Night came and we had to leave ...
Dada fetched me home ....
But the whole trip was awfully quiet ...
When we arrived at the elevator ...
Dada was like acting kinda weird ...
He kept hugging me ...
And he also started saying weird stuff like "you're worth snatching", "dont leave me", "hug me 1 last time before you go" ...
It was not as if i were gonna leave him lor ...
So i asked if he had anything to tell me ...
So we sat down below my block to have a conversation ...
He told me that all of our conversations were always going on because of him ...
He was always the 1 asking questions ...
Whereas i occasionally asked a few ...
Plus he's busy with his major project and i'm busy with my exams ...
So the chances of us meeting is low ...
He was like going to cry lor ...
I felt so guilty ...
I didnt know that i gave him so much fear and insecurities ...
Baby ...
I just want you to know that i love you, k ???
And its not that i dont wanna have a conversation with you ...
Its just that sometimes when i open my mouth, i'll hurt someone unknowingly ...
So i choose not to speak much ...
1 year 4 months ...
Isnt that enough to proof my love for you ...
You should know that once i lost my feelings for someone ...
I wont give that person false hope that i'm still in love with him ...
I'd rather end it ...
Thanks for bearing my nonsense all this while ...
I do know how you feel towards me ...
I didnt realise that my silence brought you so much pain ...
I promise i'll talk to you more often, ya ???
Dont be sad le nah ...
I love you ...
Muacks ! ^^
